Sunday, May 08, 2011

Standing Still in The Maze Called Life


Sometimes, I stand still amidst the maze they call life...

       ...to look back at how far I've gone

       ...to look around if I am missing a turn

       ...to listen to footsteps

       ...to feel the air

       ...to touch the ground

       ...to savor the moment of having gone this far...


Then I look back once more...

...and smile when I remember the people that I've met along the way

...and close my eyes as I recall sad moments; like failures, parting ways, pain, missing loved ones, feeling helpless, and being fooled

...and I look up the sky to see that life is still beautiful...

       ...that lessons are learned for every failure

       ...that some good byes are not forever

       ...that pain is a reminder that I am alive and kicking

       ...that missing my love ones is proof of my capacity to love and share life with other people

       ...that I have the capacity to overcome helplessness and continue running the race

       ...that I've learned some lessons the hard way, and those lessons are remembered forever

...and I look around to see everyone around me; looking for a person who's willing to...

       ...stay with me on the same ground

       ...walk with me on the same path

       ...sail with me on the same boat

       ...dance with me to the same beat

...someone who will...

       ...sing with me at the top of our lungs, even when the music fails

       ...hold my hands and squeeze them tight in times of uncertainty and doubt

...best of all, I am looking for one who can put a smile not just on my lips,
but deep into my heart

...no one yet...

...so I walk again through the labyrinths, until it's time to once more stop...



Wednesday, May 04, 2011

(Why Are You Telling Me?) My New Philosophy [Kristin Chenoweth: from You're a Good Man Charlie Brown]


 




Kristin Chenoweth: My New Philosophy [from You're a Good Man Charlie Brown]


Sally: (spoken) Oh yeah? That's what YOU think!
Schroeder: (spoken) What?
Sally: (spoken) That's my new philosophy. "Oh yeah? That's what YOU think!" 
Schroeder: (spoken) Then why are you telling me? 
Sally: (spoken) What? 
Schroeder: (spoken) WHY are you telling me? 
Sally: (spoken) "WHY are you telling me?" I like it! That's a good philosophy. 
"WHY are you telling me? ... WHY are you telling me?" 
(sings)" Why are you telling me?" 
My new philosophy 
The teacher gave a D on last week's homework! 
She said, "Miss Sally Brown, your grades are going down" 
I could have told her... 
Schroeder: Your new philosophy? 
Sally: My new philosophy. 
(spoken) Ms. B? I'm she. 
Look see 
A D? 
A D. 
Well, why are you telling me? (sung) And that's my new philosophy! 
Schroeder: That's your new philosophy? 
Sally: " Well why are you telling me?" My new philosophy! 
Schroeder: (spoken) That's great, Sally. But I've got to practice Chopin's Nocturne in B-flat Minor. 
Sally: (spoken) No! I like it! "No!" That's my new philosophy. " No! No! No!" 
Schroeder: (spoken) That's your new philosophy? 
Sally: (spoken) Yes! I mean "No!" 
(singing) Just like a busy bee each new philosophy 
Can fly from tree to tree and keep me moving! 
When life's a dizzy maze on alterating days 
I choose a different phrase! 
Schroeder: Your new philosophy? 
Sally: My new philosophy! 
Schroeder: Sally, Some philosophies are simple: 
"Man does not eat by bread alone." 
Some philosophies are clear... 
Sally: " Leave your message at the sound of the tone." 
Both: Some philosophies pick and choose deciding what goes in it 
Schroeder: Some take a lifetime! 
Sally: Mine take a minute! 
Schroeder: (spoken) But Sally, anything that takes only a minute can't be very long lasting. 
For instance, Beethoven took over two years to complete his brilliant Ninth Symphony... 
Sally: (spoken) "No!" 
Schroeder: (spoken) I can't stand it! 
Sally: (spoken) "I can't stand it!" I like it! 
(sings) It's like a guarantee each new philosophy and things are sure to be a whole lot brighter! 
"Oh yeah? That's what you think!" 
" Why are you telling me?" 
" No!" 
" I can't stand it!" 
Now life is free and easy, 
Much more philosophy-zy, 
With my brand new... 
(spoken)You know, someone had said that we should live every day as if it were the last day of our life. 
Lucy: (spoken) This is it? Help me! Help me! I've got twenty four hours to live! AAAAAAAAAA!!! 
Sally: (spoken) Clearly, some philosophies aren't for all people... 
(sung) And that's my new philosophy!

Tuesday, May 03, 2011

Random Thoughts No. 1 Series of 2011

A lot of . . .

          things to do

                    lessons to learn

                              places to go

                                        wishes to make

                                                  dreams to imagine

                                                           goals to reach

                                                                      obligations to fulfill

...if only i have all the time and resources that the world has to offer

...but na-ah...i don't...and all the riches of the world would never be enough

...oh, i could pray for all the wisdom, and the strength, and the will to go on...

                                                                                                    to explore new horizons

                                                                                to soar greater heights

                                                            to plunge deeper unto learning more about things...

          about people          about relationships           about life

           ...and living... and loving... and letting others live...

                              and making life better by having fun

                                                    and holding on

                                           and letting go

                               and moving on...

...and reminiscing the good sweet times, without wishing
that it lasted forever...

Monday, May 02, 2011

transgression and the propensity to feel guilty

Looking back, I realized that I am not a person who has the inclination to transgress; but I do from time to time; and the guilty feeling that comes after that is something that I don’t want to think about, but comes to my mind. So, go on...crucify me if you want; but I must say that no one has ever hurt me more than I do. But, yep...sometimes not conforming to standards brings some feeling of liberation…if only I don’t have the propensity to feel guilty about it afterwards.