maybe I just...love you.

It’s been quite a long time and yet a day never passed without me thinking of you. Looking back, I guess it was more of me who kept on bugging you. Perhaps it’s that child in me wanting to be with you. Maybe because I find in you everything that I never was, everything that I’d wish to try to do. Maybe it’s the fact that you’ve changed me in a lot of ways. Maybe it’s the fact that I enjoyed the attention. Maybe it’s the fact that in many ways you’ve shown me your good side. Maybe it’s the fact that I kept looking at that side of yours; that it was okay with me even if you’ve shown me your other side. Maybe, maybe I just, plainly love you – all of you.

random thoughts 4

• happy birthday ng mama ko ngayon!



• there are things that are more important than YOU and YOU



• vanity, power OVER, taking advantage...DUH! nakakasuka!



• ang favorite kong comforting words: "you will be alright"



• ang sagot ko: "yep, i should be alright" (pero touched raw ako! hehehe..)



• teka, gutom na ko! di ako naglunch you know!

when you left...

Yesterday, I learned that you left.

Now my mind is once again full of questions. Questions that perhaps would forever be left unanswered.

In all honesty, I was saddened by the fact that you left without even saying a word. But then again I was reminded of the fact that I am no longer your friend; that you’ve already thrown me out of your life. Perhaps I am sad because until now there is that hope inside me that somehow you’ll reconsider that decision. But now I am once again faced with the fact that you don’t want me to have anything to do with you. It’s sad and it hurts me deep inside. No, hurt is not even enough to describe how I felt then and how I feel now. Devastating, though it sounds strong is the only word that I could think of right now.

Why all these? -- perhaps people, including you would ask. I myself have asked that question to myself. I could no longer count the times when I had crying bouts while thinking of you and all the things that took place. Why do I have to remember you when all I want for now is to get over you? Why is it that deep inside I have this wish that you’d take me back into your life, that you’d love me the way I love you, that you’d be with me, that you’d make me feel you love me? Why can’t I just accept the fact that you’re gone?

Meaningless Kiss

I saw you across the dance floor
Out of the corner of my eye
I felt the connection
I don't know how, I don't know why
I shouldn't of stayed
When I saw you there with another man
But as we slipped away
I thought I heard you say
This wasn't part of the plan

Just a meaningless kiss
It wasn't suppose to end up like this
Just a meaningless kiss
Ohh Ohh
Just a meaningless kiss
We knew it was wrong
But we couldn't resist
Just a meaningless kiss
Til I fell in love
With you

But you didn't want me to
Oh no

And here we are two years later
Too late to turn back now
We gotta finish what we shouldn't have started
We got to walk away somehow
But it's easier said than done
When two hearts beat as one
And three hearts are one too many
That's why we shouldn't have ever begun

Just a meaningless kiss
It wasn't suppose to end up like this
Just a meaningless kiss
Oh oh
Just a meaningless kiss
We knew it was wrong but we couldn't resist
Just a meaningless kiss
Til I fell in love
With you

We can't go on like this forever
When we're not meant to be together
So leave me here on my own
From now on I guess I got to dance alone

Just a meaningless kiss
It wasn't suppose to end up like this
Just a meaningless kiss
Oh oh
Just a meaningless kiss
We knew it was wrong but we couldn't resist
Just a meaningless kiss
But I'm still in love
With you

No matter what I do

sorry fwends if i had to chikkatext you with these lyrics..hehehe..music trip!

just so we know...

fact: there is an international organization of vinegar connoiseurs!