Somewhere in between...

Somewhere in between wishing and deciding, I stopped. I hate myself for my inability to move.

Somewhere in between being awake and dozing off to sleep, I dreamed. I often wonder why it happened to be you.

Somewhere in between holding on and moving on, I felt tired. I want to rest, but my heart beats so fast that I had to move around.

Somewhere in between here and there, I felt distance. It is saddest to feel distance borne of silence; even more sinister than honest rejection.

Somewhere in between the top of my head and my lips, tears begin to fall. I hate you for being the reason for this.

Somewhere in between silent sobs and a heavy heart, I whispered your name. I hope that this will be the first and the last that I will do the same.

Somewhere in between you and me, I felt love. I wanted you to have it but right now, I need it more than you do. 

Somewhere in between the mountains and seas, I sent a word as I close my eyes. I know it will reach you, somehow... goodbye.