Hard To Believe (EHeads)

I find it hard to believe
That all the pain that we are feeling
Has some meaning in this world

It’s so hard to believe
When everything you see is different
From the things that you’ve been told

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much
Oh please don’t take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

I find it hard to believe
That someone up there is waiting
With arms open wide and smiling

It’s so hard to believe
When someone told me that your suffering
Is what you get for living

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much
Oh please don’t take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch
Because your love is still the only thing
That matters in this world
The only thing I can believe

It’s so hard to believe

It’s so hard to believe

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much
Oh please don’t take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch
Because your love is still the only thing
That matters in this world
The only thing I can believe
The only thing I can believe
The only thing I can…
Believe

BAKA MALIMUTAN NINYO ANG SARILING WIKA

Came across this list sometime ago..funny sharing..

Abuloy --- bayad sa nahigop na kape at nanguyang biskwit sa lamayan.
Akala ---- alam na alam daw.
Aginaldo - inaasahan na makukuha sa araw ng Pasko na mas okay sana kung pera na lang.
Bakasyon - sandaliang pahinga sa trabahong hingal lang ang pahinga.
Bakit ---- tanong na laging mahirap masagot.
Bakya ---- tsinelas na may takong.
Baga ----- lutuan ng mga hindi makabili ng microwave.
Bale ----- suweldong inutang.
Kaaway --- ikli ng 'kaibigan na Inayawan.'
Kababata - dating gelpren na may ibang boypren.
Kalbo ---- gupit ng buhok na korteng itlog.
Dilim ---- liwanag na maitim.
Gipit ---- kalagayan ng tao na suki na ng sanglaan.
Ha ------- sagot ng nagbibingi-bingihan.
Halakhak - tawang bukang-buka ang ngala-ngala.
Handaan -- magdamagan na Palakihan ng tiyan.
Handog --- bigay na laging may kapalit.
Hipo ----- haplos na may malisya.
Ibon ----- hayop na lumalangoy sa Hangin.
Imposible - pagtaas ng unano.
Insulto --- walang hiyang biro.
Isda ------ hayop na hindi Nalulunod.
Ita ------- negrong Pinoy.
La -------- ikli ng 'lalalalala' sa kinakantang hindi maalala.
Langaw ---- kulisap na bangung-bango sa amoy ng basura.
Malusog --- hitsura ng tumatabang balat.
Mama ------ tawag sa sosyal na ina.
Mano ------ kaugaliang Pinoy na nakapupudpod ng noo.
Mantika --- katas ng piniritong taba.
Nakaw ----- pagkuha ng walang pasabing 'akin na lang ito.'
Naku ------ ikli ng 'ina ko, ina na ako.'
Nitso ----- bahay ng mga patay.
Nobya ----- gelpren na laking probinsya.
Ngalngal -- iyak ng walang ipen.
Ngisi ----- tawang tulo-laway.
Ngiti ----- tawang labas ipen.
Paa ------- bahagi ng katawan na amoy lupa.
Paaralan -- dito itinuturo kung ano, alin o sino ang mapipiling bobo.
Panata ---- dasal na nakatataba ng tuhod.
Sabon ----- mabangong bagay na ipinapahid sa mabahong katawan.
Sakristan - utusan ng pari.
Sampal ---- haplos na nakatitigas ng mukha.
Tamad ----- taong hindi napapagod sa pahinga.

Tulog Na (Sugar Free)

       D      D/B

Tulog na mahal ko

           G/B        A5     A/G   A/F#

Hayaan na muna natin ang mundong   ito

    D/B

Lika na,

          G/B - G/F# - G - A7sus - A7 (FAST AND SYNCOPATED)   

tulog na tayo

       D       D/B

Tulog na mahal ko

            G/B        A5     A/G     A/F#

Wag kang lumuha,  malambot ang iyong   kama

     D/B         G/B - A

Saka na    mamroblema

CHORUS:

      D*     Bm7          F#m     G*

Tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila

     D*     Bm7          F#m           G*

Mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan

        G/B           A7sus

Kung matulog, matulog ka na

II.

      D        D/B

Tulog na mahal ko

         G/B         A5     A/G   A/F#     

Nandito lang akong bahala   sa    iyo

     D/B            G/B - G/F# - G - A7sus - A7 (FAST AND SYNCOPATED)    

Sige na,   tulog na muna

      D         D/B

Tulog na, mahal ko

         G/B        A5      A/G    A/F#

At baka bukas ngingiti ka   sa    wakas

          D/B       G/B         - A

At sabay nating harapin ang mundo

before i let you go (i want to say i love you)

I can still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that you love me
Made me feel, oh, so right
But now I feel lost,
don't know what to do
Each and everyday I think of you
Holdin' back the tears
I'm trying with all my might
Because you've gone and left me
standin' all alone
And I know I've got to face
tomorrow on my own
But baby
Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin'
'Coz it's true, baby, oh yeah
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do
So before I let you go
I want to say "I love you"
I wish that it could be
just like before
I know I could've given you
so much more
Even though you know
I've given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and everyday I reminisce
'Coz baby it's you
that I'm always dreamin' of
Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so
That's why I set you free
I know someday, somehow
I'll find a way
to leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be
But baby
Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin'
'Coz it's true, baby, oh yeah
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do
So before I let you go
I want to say...
So before I let you go
I want to say "I love you"

**ayayay! magpakasenti raw ba?! hahaha...

new year new entry

New year and finally a blog entry! Napansin ko lang na almost two months na yun last blog entry ko.

Been really busy the past months – with work and social commitments. Trying to juggle work, and being sick, and gimik with office friends, and office gatherings, and family affairs, and visiting relatives, and shopping for gifts, and shopping for myself, and phone calls with college chums, and sending text messages to dear friends, and gimik with former officemates turned friends, and gimik with college friends. Whew!

With the start of a new year, back to the cycle na naman ang life sa office..parang kailan lang nun mag Pearl Anniversary ang office namin and now it’s approaching 31! Preparations are also being made for this year’s women’s month celebration. These things make me think that 2005 has been such a breeze. New year na, start of a new life sabi ng iba but for me, it’s neither an end nor a beginning of life or something in life but more of a continuation. It’s true that there are cycles, I mean events and some sort of things that just have to happen year in and year out like birthdays and anniversaries but even these are not the same each year. There has to be something different for life is an on-going journey.

2005, as fast as it may have been brought about more changes in my personality, in my attitude – in my life. This year will be different. As life unfolds new stories and brings about new circles of friends to me, it also does the same to my old chums – with some leaving the country (for good?), and some getting married or planning to get married, and some moving elsewhere. I am neither sad nor resentful that they have to; instead I am happy for them, wishing deep in my heart (yep, I do have one!) that they’d made the right choice. While there have been hints of byes and ‘til we meet again, there is also the joy of reconnecting with old buddies and hearing news about them. A close college friend is soon to graduate from law school. Hmm..I can’t wait to hear myself calling her Atty. Yap. As truly as fond memories are here to stay, lessons learned from misadventures and failures are also remembered. Kung meron man akong constant na ginagawa every time na magpapalit ang taon, it’s not making resolutions (I always find it dreadful to write new year’s resolutions in school compositions every year since grade two and until high school pa ata if I remember it right. Am just so not into that thing, that’s all.), it’s reflecting on the year that passed and remembering the events and people who’ve made my existence either worthwhile or disastrous. I thank most of them (in whatever way I can) and I thank the Lord that He’s made my path cross with theirs.

I’ve had the heart (I told you I really have one!) to read about the confusions and questions and pains etched across the blogsite. One entry went like: 

April 1, 2005. When everything went wrong: When you realize that you are falling in love with someone you never even thought of liking. When that someone confessed that he is in love with someone else. When while crying in vain you recalled everything and every moment in the past that made you fall in love. When you know that if it wasn’t for his acts you will not feel that way. When after crying in pain you thought that he made a fool out of you. Ahhh...that’s it! It’s April fools day, but it wasn’t April when tears fell from my eyes..that was an, uhh..not so sweet November. And I’ve wanted to bury everything in the grave, but I can’t. His memory is like a ghost that haunts me 24/7. I thought he had that heart, but I was wrong..everything just suddenly went wrong. Ahhh..nothing, just remembering how it was to be hurt.

I wish I have the time to chronicle most of the significant things that happens in my life..I used to do some, back in college uhhh, huh..fond memories of college life that was it!

But chronicled or not, each of the little things in the past contributed to what I am now and what I will be tomorrow and the days to come. And while the usual cycle goes, each new year brings about more days to continue moving on, and letting go.